Doesn't it seem that life skips by from one worry to another now-a-days? I was so relieved and happy when my friends' wedding was over. I could relax. Nothing to worry about. Yeah right.... I remembered that this weekend is Father's Day...a family holiday. This just raises new anxieties in me. I think I am supposed to be giving my mom space and not going around, not talking with, and not trying to mend a relationship....whatever. Since it is Father's Day, do I show up? Do I just drop a card by early in the morning? Do I just call him? It's Father's Day, I know; but tension radiating off my mom could ruin a great day. However, if I don't show up, this could be fodder for the fire.
My brother, Scott, and his family are coming to town this weekend too. Am I allowed to show up and say hi? I doubt they would want to come to my place since the only communication between us is pretty much just my mom.
I have two brothers that have given me total support. That is a huge relief and foundation.
I miss family....
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